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Bleeding Love is a great song.

Sun, 23 Mar 2008 14:43:01 -0800

Life is getting in the way and I'm sad. =[

A first.

Fri, 04 Jan 2008 13:47:04 -0800

Just wanted to mark this day. =]

Happy New Years~~!!! (to the nobodies who read my blog)

Mon, 31 Dec 2007 21:13:00 -0800

Happy 2008!! I am sitting here in Rose's house on her gay Pentium II processor computer, BUT in her prettTTY comfy chair, except her jacket is taking up all the space. Her big POOFY BLUE one. It is not purple, no matter what she says. IT IS NOT PURPLE!! Aaron is hot. Tesshi is cute. Yamapi is hot and cute. Jaejoong is hot. Hankyung is cute. Xiao Zhu is hot and cute. AnD WE will continue this later. BECAUSE PARTY TIMEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. LET'S GET CRUNKKKKKKK. NI SHUO HUI JI DE WO HAI JI DE MA?? NI ZUI JIN HAI HAO MAAA? MANG LU MA? LEI MA? XING HAI HUI TONG MA?

If I could fall off the face of the earth, I'd choose right now.

Sun, 17 Jun 2007 22:14:14 -0800

Amber Pacific - Gone So Young I never dreamt it'd be this way I've lost any chance for me to say To say that I miss you, say that I love you Will someone please tell me I'm okay I wasn't prepared for what's to come A life made of memories gone so young And now I'm regretting all I've done But in your heart know that I'm with you all along Wherever you go, I will be waiting Whenever you call, I will be there Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright I'm in your heart tonight I never thought that this could go And take me away from all I know And leave me to think I'm on my own But your love will take me, you were the one... ...Who sat through nights You held me tight And made sure I'm okay And I thank you for the love you gave to me Wherever you go, I will be waiting Whenever you call, I will be there Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright I'm in your heart tonight... Tonight... Wherever you go, I will be waiting Whenever you call, I will be there Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright Wherever you go, I will be waiting Whenever you call, I will be there Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright And if I should fall, I know you're waiting And if I should call, I know you're there If ever you cry just know I'm in your heart tonight... I'm in your heart tonight.

In a place where the sun blended with the ocean thin.

Fri, 08 Jun 2007 13:11:06 -0800

Graduated. Fuck yes. I'm going to discontinue blogging unless there is something worth talking about, as I've re-realized the reason why I hated blogging in the first place.

If it were you and me tonight, I would tame the stars and save the brightest one for you.

Mon, 04 Jun 2007 18:01:41 -0800

Amber Pacific See that Asian-looking guy? I want to marry him. Will Nutter, Guitar. Hot. Amber Pacific - Poetically Pathetic

Kimi no se ni tenshi no hane wo mita.

Sat, 26 May 2007 00:13:40 -0800

Soooo..today was kind of sucky, but kind of fun later on. After babysitting, I went with Millie, Rose, Diane, and Stephanie to go watch Tribal, BUT it was packed, so sad. So we hung out for a bit, watching Andre and his friends dance. Then we moved the car to the very back and started randomly dancing and doing retarded moves with the music on. HilARIOUS LOL. Then they left, so we left also. Aahaha we went to the Vallco parking lot around 9 to fool around. The security guard kicked us out LOL. Sooooo stupid haha okay so Stephanie, Rose, and I were outside the car, Millie and Diane were inside. I thought it would be funny if I started grinding against their window, so I did. And they started doing all this "pre-sex" stuff, for lack of a better word. HAHAHA and then some security guard comes out and asks us what we're doing. Then he asked if they were changing in there. OHMYGOD He thought they were having sex or about to or something ahhahahaha. Millie said yeah, she didn't actually hear what he said, and then he got hella quiet and was like.."You guys should go inside, or something, I'm going to be downstairs, something might happen and I won't be here, blah blah blah." So stupid. Like someone is going to attack five girls. hahaha. Yep, Highlight of my night. Ayumi Hamasaki - Angel's Song

Use me as you will, pull my strings just for a thrill.

Thu, 24 May 2007 01:05:33 -0800

Prom? Lame. I SOOO wish you stupid people GOT ME. I can't believe I missed Rose and Stephanie dancing. AWWWWWWWWWWWWwwwwwwwwwwwww *cry* I'm supposed to be doing my lit project right now..but..I'm a bit lazy..and it's due in..7 hours. hahaha shitty. Yeah I really don't have anything else to say. Prom wasn't that exciting, but it was kind of cool I guess. Cool can be not exciting right? Sigh. I just want a hot guy to come whisk me away for the summer. *dreamy look* hahaha. The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - Your Guardian Angel

Do you know what it feels like loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away.

Wed, 16 May 2007 18:29:42 -0800

Yeah..I don't have anything to blog about, but I love this song. Enrique is ba-ack~~ HEATHER!! DL THIS. Rofl, and now my webcam won't work. =[ Enrique Iglesias - Do You Know (The Ping Pong Song)

Never again

Mon, 14 May 2007 22:11:30 -0800

I'm never going to pull an all-nighter on a school night again. Never ever. Not that I really have too many school days left but lol, it was so bad. (And yes, Never Again IS a song by Kelly Clarkson. I actually don't like it, but the title fits. Hah.)

You're way too beautiful girl, that's why it'll never work. You'll have me suicidal, suicidal~~

Fri, 11 May 2007 23:39:23 -0800

Wow..I want to strangle someone. I swear, no one has ever annoyed me to the point where I actually snapped. Shit. It really sucks when the person who wants to, and can, hang out the most is the person that has become the most annoying lk;safjaikhfdaljsd in the whole world. And I say this, knowing everyone in the world. =] I swear he's gained like..10 retarded habits, only I can't name them, haha. JK only four that I can name, BUT I bet if we all put our heads together..rofl. Okay, forget it, I need to stop. HEATHER, I CAN'T FIND MY CENTER. PRE-PMS MAYBE? LOL. Anyway..I was originally going to use titles that reflected the blog entry, but I couldn't find a good one for this one, so NEW tradition. It'll be my latest favorite song (of the day), in which it has kind of been that way already. =D Sean Kingston - Beautiful Girls

My eyes....

Wed, 09 May 2007 20:11:18 -0800

hurt. Alleriges = suck. That is all.

The Ocean Opens Up to Swallow You

Tue, 08 May 2007 15:54:35 -0800

Summer vacation needs to come faster. That's all I have to say. I wish. TOPIC OF THE DAY: Change (s I've made?) It's funny (and sad)..who I used to be and who I am now. One suggested topic was how I've changed during high school, and I haven't really noticed any, aside from clothing and maybe level of pervertedness. So this one's for you guys. But I got to thinking about it, and what changed me wasn't high school...but middle school, transferring middle schools to be exact. All throughout elementary school and 6th grade, I was outgoing and not shy (among strangers). I actually had a lot of friends, guys and girls, most of whom are, if you want to categorize, "popular" now. But then I went to 7th grade at Miller, and everyone already had their own little groups and whatnot. So, I became quiet and reserved, until I actually made some friends, somewhere along the way, I can't even remember. It takes forever for me come out of my shell, and I suck at communicating. I guess. I don't know. I don't normally analyze myself or anything. I asked Will what his biggest regret is, and this is mine. I know sometimes I tell people not to regret and stuff, but I can't help but wonder...If I had stayed, would I be who am now, or someone possibly better? Not that I regret meeting you guys..it's just..there. ANYWAY, I'm such a hypocrite. hahaha. But I guess if people want in..then whatever, we'll all be at our respective colleges in a few months anyway. Besides..the things that matter the most aren't going to be said in a blog.

Kimi wa Tomodachi

Sun, 06 May 2007 23:57:54 -0800

Soo...a blog...yay. Kristen's life, kind of. Uhm..I was supposed to blog about boys..or something, says Heather. So here I go. I'm getting effing pissed every time he talks to me now. Like over IM and the phone, and the retarded GIGGLING that he does. It's so.."WTH", it's not even funny. I want to shoot myself. It's kind of interesting because the Las Vegas guy, when he said he liked me, I was like..uhm...........no. After that, I got annoyed whenever he talked to me, which is stupid because he used to be fun. Same thing is happening again, only I don't know if he actually does, but damn, he needs some other friends. I think I'm too shallow, but the thing is, I don't really care enough to change that. I know this is a bad thing to do, but for some reason, I've like, handpicked the people that I want to stay in touch with, and the people that I could give a shit where they are in the future. My mind is so apathetic about a lot of things, but passionate about others (not many). It's strange because I can't change it. I can't make myself care for someone the way I do another. Yeah. Even if I wanted to, it's just like, uh..doesn't work. I'd give an example..but..hah. This is a public entry. Anyway..onward, to the most interesting part! (not really, you can guess, but I'll never tell): Ever had a friendship that bordered on a relationship? A more than friends but less than lovers kind of thing. Is that even possible...? Sometimes I wonder what is that we have because I don't know how far a joke will go anymore. Meh, I'm just rambling. Hah. Also, I really like Hands Held High on the album Minutes to Midnight by Linkin Park. Very good song.

The Emo Tree

Wed, 02 May 2007 01:16:40 -0800

Jenn makes me want to /wrist. <3